Growing old sure isnt easy. Reaching goals can be hard if it's a long time before the work pays off. It's been a few years of confusion now, like every person might have. Wasting time, living life, reaching conclusions, forgetting the same conclusions, getting back to the old conclusions - let's press repeat a little more now.
I've studied psychology one year in Tromsø, it was back in 2006/2007. Then I had to go and serve my nation. I've learned, I've grown, I've become better and somehow also became a worse person than I ever imagined I would be. Being happy doesn't mean everything will flow better and goals will be achieven. This year has been the biggest waste of time, I've been at home. Studying... or have I? It's been little reading, little challenge and alot of status quo.
My plans are, and will probably trying to get into a school in Hungary now and getting my autorization license there and move back to Norway if I can.
This is my lifeplan, this is my final goal, this is my dream and my everything. Somehow I feel I just need to remind myself everyday, that this is what I want to do, and I'll hate myself if I let this dream become elusive.
Everything will work out fine, I'll just jump stones across this ocean.
